[0.650,1.960]	ID099	female	hi again.
[6.830,11.080]	ID099	female	um you know what that's a bad question to ask because I haven't.
[13.700,15.124]	ID099	female	no not really no.
[15.124,15.695]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[21.740,23.016]	ID099	female	oh my god that's.
[23.016,25.060]	ID099	female	that's a hard question um.
[25.490,30.820]	ID099	female	you know I really I really don't have any like preset expectations and I feel like that's just the way to like.
[30.890,32.800]	ID099	female	you know like build-up to disappointment.
[33.110,34.390]	ID099	female	but um.
[34.520,38.410]	ID099	female	if if I if I just if I just look at the pattern of people I've been interested in.
[38.810,41.590]	ID099	female	and then like try to like extrapolate some sort of um.
[42.680,44.290]	ID099	female	some sort of ah.
[44.540,46.840]	ID099	female	yes some sort of characteristics it'd be um.
[47.660,50.860]	ID099	female	I mean I mean I'm mostly looking for someone who's who's ah.
[51.320,52.450]	ID099	female	who's who's.
[52.730,54.760]	ID099	female	who can who can relax someone then.
[55.490,60.370]	ID099	female	you know who's funny who makes me laugh or who makes me like enjoy like being in their presence and ah.
[60.860,61.750]	ID099	female	and ah.
[62.035,65.830]	ID099	female	ah I and I think it's just the people I I can stick with but like you know.
[65.900,68.980]	ID099	female	also like on the on the smarter nerdier side sometimes.
[69.410,76.360]	ID099	female	like um like like sci you know like science nerds and like they um you know I get to learn new things well when they try to explain them so.
[76.610,78.460]	ID099	female	um that's been thus been ah.
[79.400,82.030]	ID099	female	that's been very much the the.
[82.700,87.220]	ID099	female	ah I forgot the the word the the average the average uh person I've been interested in.
[87.470,88.270]	ID099	female	how about you?
[89.360,90.220]	ID099	female	oh yeah.
[96.170,97.390]	ID099	female	yeah and and I mean.
[97.790,101.410]	ID099	female	yeah it's it's mostly been that it's um it's usually people that um.
[102.230,106.810]	ID099	female	ah well like I must like you know it's people that I'm still friends with now right so um.
[106.850,107.620]	ID099	female	ah.
[108.020,110.530]	ID099	female	it's people I can have I can get along with very easily.
[111.290,112.540]	ID099	female	but yeah how about you what's your?
[112.670,114.460]	ID099	female	what's your idea of ah of ah.
[115.070,118.630]	ID099	female	perfect relationship like or ideal ideal I think ideal is the better word.
[122.990,123.940]	ID099	female	hmm.
[135.050,136.660]	ID099	female	mhm for sure for sure.
[148.370,149.020]	ID099	female	hmm.
[157.850,159.550]	ID099	female	oh yeah go ahead go ahead.
[167.420,168.040]	ID099	female	mhm.
[180.230,180.989]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[181.310,182.380]	ID099	female	oh my god that's!
[196.370,197.770]	ID099	female	oh my god!
[215.090,216.150]	ID099	female	um.
[217.820,221.530]	ID099	female	maybe ah i- it doesn't it doesn't it doesn't ring too much of a bell.
[235.730,236.500]	ID099	female	twenty lot?
[236.690,237.580]	ID099	female	okay yeah.
[248.240,249.610]	ID099	female	oh my god!
[252.920,253.840]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[258.920,260.079]	ID099	female	oh my god.
[264.530,265.330]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[265.580,266.740]	ID099	female	that's insane.
[281.780,283.000]	ID099	female	nothing came of it?
[284.840,287.170]	ID099	female	then ah I I I was asking like nothing came of it.
[292.220,293.260]	ID099	female	ok ok.
[299.630,300.450]	ID099	female	mm.
[303.990,305.150]	ID099	female	ok I see I see.
[311.730,312.380]	ID099	female	mhm.
[323.550,324.170]	ID099	female	oh.
[331.500,332.240]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[350.700,351.380]	ID099	female	okay.
[367.380,368.090]	ID099	female	mhm.
[371.550,372.590]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[388.140,389.332]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[394.080,395.090]	ID099	female	hmm.
[400.664,401.711]	0	none	[ENS]
[414.240,415.040]	ID099	female	mhm.
[419.850,420.350]	ID099	female	yeah.
[428.100,429.290]	ID099	female	oh my god.
[434.850,436.580]	ID099	female	wow okay.
[439.590,440.540]	ID099	female	I mean.
[441.990,445.674]	ID099	female	you know it took three sky's the limit but um there are a.
[445.674,446.255]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[446.580,448.520]	ID099	female	oh wow these are these are.
[449.790,451.670]	ID099	female	I mean to to be sure.
[451.788,452.400]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[452.400,455.750]	ID099	female	to be sure the hints you've been talking about like the the first and the.
[456.300,460.070]	ID099	female	it's it's it's really subtle like ah you know like if I were.
[460.260,464.360]	ID099	female	in your place I don't I don't I wouldn't slice of picking up on this sense too you know.
[465.600,466.220]	ID099	female	so like.
[472.980,473.960]	ID099	female	yeah like.
[474.780,476.390]	ID099	female	I feel like the whole um.
[477.150,479.690]	ID099	female	like uh the whole like Chinese concept of it it's like.
[479.880,481.970]	ID099	female	you gotta be subtle right but like um.
[483.030,484.700]	ID099	female	settled but still like strong-willed.
[484.860,486.650]	ID099	female	I I don't know if you like if you know what I mean.
[487.890,491.120]	ID099	female	like it's like it's like it's subtle so that you can't pick up at first.
[491.370,496.610]	ID099	female	but once you pick up you realize that that like it's still pretty aggressive by the number of of the occurrences it happened.
[497.310,499.820]	ID099	female	that that that's my that was my impression you know.
[501.390,504.800]	ID099	female	but um yeah that's really different from here 'cause over here it's just.
[505.440,508.430]	ID099	female	I said I I I don't wanna say lazy but like people like.
[508.500,512.630]	ID099	female	it it's the uncertainty the uncertainty kills right so it's it's easier.
[512.640,514.760]	ID099	female	on everyone to just ask straight up and then.
[514.830,517.280]	ID099	female	get rejected or accepted straight up I feel.
[529.710,531.170]	ID099	female	oh yeah of course of course.
[537.240,538.040]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[542.365,543.960]	0	none	[ENS]
[543.960,546.260]	ID099	female	I'm not really on TikTok but um.
[550.620,553.010]	ID099	female	yeah probably so like he he he um.
[554.070,560.090]	ID099	female	he embodies like the languages and like he calls himself like oh hey France okay yeah I think you I know who you're talking about.
[565.350,566.000]	ID099	female	mhm.
[581.100,581.780]	ID099	female	mhm.
[589.253,589.854]	0	none	[SONANT]
[589.860,591.560]	ID099	female	oh my god!
[612.750,613.490]	ID099	female	mhm.
[614.640,615.620]	ID099	female	I mean.
[617.010,621.619]	ID099	female	theoretically though right like ah it it depends on the people 'cause um.
[622.050,624.505]	ID099	female	I I don't even stage them to my friends you know.
[624.505,625.269]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[629.250,629.900]	ID099	female	yeah.
[633.000,635.600]	ID099	female	it's it's the tone like the tone is different too.
[636.720,637.550]	ID099	female	but um.
[638.850,645.590]	ID099	female	you know what but ah the that's I think I've seen that talk like on my on my feed but I never clicked on it but yeah that's that's.
[645.930,648.440]	ID099	female	that's that's still kinda funny I never thought of it that way.
[651.870,652.910]	ID099	female	but um.
[654.240,655.040]	ID099	female	yeah.
[656.700,658.580]	ID099	female	yeah but other than that um.
[659.310,661.610]	ID099	female	well friendships count as relationships.
[664.440,666.800]	ID099	female	I said friendships count as relationships right.
[670.050,673.190]	ID099	female	yeah well what were you what were you gonna say 'cause I was just gonna change subject.
[681.126,687.291]	ID099	female	oh not that I know of well okay for my life oh like a sob story type I'm just kidding but um.
[687.291,688.027]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[688.140,689.600]	ID099	female	it's it's always um.
[690.420,691.571]	ID099	female	ah I please.
[691.571,695.660]	ID099	female	I have I have a known anyone to be interested or like if they did they were like.
[695.850,697.490]	ID099	female	to settle upon it you know.
[697.770,699.980]	ID099	female	'cause uh I felt on the like um.
[701.340,707.030]	ID099	female	yeah like ah I mean there's one person I I think maybe he could have been interested but honestly like.
[707.280,708.020]	ID099	female	we're just like.
[708.030,709.970]	ID099	female	really close friends so I don't know if.
[710.490,712.400]	ID099	female	I I don't even know if he was interested you know.
[712.530,713.420]	ID099	female	um.
[713.580,715.910]	ID099	female	it's just um it's just like occasionally.
[716.370,719.420]	ID099	female	like the uh the vibes are like kinda off but that's all.
[719.640,720.500]	ID099	female	um.
[720.660,725.720]	ID099	female	most of the times uh for me it's always been one-sided on the other side right like um.
[725.940,730.010]	ID099	female	I'm interested in someone but they're not quite interested and you know in the end it's fine.
[730.290,735.380]	ID099	female	but yeah so that means I I haven't had any experiences of missing signs or something like that.
[736.020,741.470]	ID099	female	unless I just completely missed all the signs and I still am not aware that there was someone who's interested in me.
[754.980,755.690]	ID099	female	yeah.
[756.510,758.870]	ID099	female	I will see, I'll hold you to it then.
[761.760,763.100]	ID099	female	but yeah like um.
[763.410,770.360]	ID099	female	oh well I was gonna say like if we don't have any more about to say about like romantic relationships we could move on to like platonic relationships you know.
[772.890,777.530]	ID099	female	'cause like we have a lot of like friends in common I was just wondering if you keep ah if you keep in touch with a lot of them.
[785.850,787.053]	ID099	female	so um.
[789.570,790.880]	ID099	female	yeah for sure for sure.
[792.990,796.670]	ID099	female	so so so once you moved to China then you made a lot of new friends I guess.
[803.310,804.830]	ID099	female	like acquaintances right.
[810.060,813.050]	ID099	female	I think at least at least you had the chance to um.
[813.780,817.490]	ID099	female	to like live the university life in person right at least for a couple of years.
[818.940,819.560]	ID099	female	'cause.
[819.660,820.640]	ID099	female	'cause um.
[820.890,821.390]	ID099	female	yeah.
[822.000,825.290]	ID099	female	'cause having having started university this year online.
[825.750,827.828]	ID099	female	man, making new friends was so hard.
[827.828,828.901]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[839.340,840.530]	ID099	female	my god!
[847.200,847.940]	ID099	female	mhm.
[859.410,860.360]	ID099	female	yeah for sure.
[860.520,861.350]	ID099	female	and like.
[861.360,863.450]	ID099	female	I have this cha- I have the um.
[863.520,864.650]	ID099	female	the chance at 'em.
[864.810,868.160]	ID099	female	the the students uh the student-faculty at my school um.
[868.500,870.500]	ID099	female	of my program actually they they.
[871.440,874.250]	ID099	female	at the beginning of the winter semester they organized like a carnival.
[874.500,878.930]	ID099	female	like it's um it's like the carnival used that we used to have in in like secondary school right?
[879.090,879.950]	ID099	female	so um.
[880.470,881.750]	ID099	female	they divide the classes up.
[881.910,886.670]	ID099	female	and there are lot of different challenges and challenges are worth different points and then in the end the class with the most points.
[886.710,888.200]	ID099	female	they get like a cup trophy.
[888.210,889.790]	ID099	female	like a like a I think um.
[890.100,891.800]	ID099	female	I think it's like a physical thing too.
[892.140,892.910]	ID099	female	um.
[893.160,897.770]	ID099	female	so that that allowed that allowed people to to to get to know each other even more than the.
[897.870,900.920]	ID099	female	then like let's say frosh and the and the uh fall semester.
[901.260,903.920]	ID099	female	so that's when I met a lot of the people in my class and.
[904.020,905.000]	ID099	female	you know um.
[905.040,906.500]	ID099	female	we're like on friendly terms.
[906.630,910.070]	ID099	female	I don't know like if we'd call each other friends 'cause we've never seen each other whenever like.
[910.440,911.630]	ID099	female	um hang hung out.
[911.630,912.500]	ID099	female	uh either.
[912.540,913.630]	ID099	female	but like um.
[914.370,917.540]	ID099	female	you know like we're on friendly terms and I I guess I appreciate that.
[918.960,923.630]	ID099	female	oh my god but also on the on the um on getting back on the subject of relationships there are like.
[923.940,926.900]	ID099	female	there are like three people in my class that I was like.
[927.000,928.460]	ID099	female	you know kinda interested in.
[928.560,929.480]	ID099	female	um.
[929.520,933.560]	ID099	female	but like they just like a light interest right and then I realized um.
[934.470,937.280]	ID099	female	as as as the as the conflict of these go on it.
[937.350,940.730]	ID099	female	I realized that each each one of them have been like in ah.
[941.010,943.850]	ID099	female	in a in a long in a long term relationship.
[944.340,946.258]	ID099	female	and I'm here like oh okay ah.
[946.258,947.520]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[947.520,949.460]	ID099	female	that ship has sailed.
[957.060,960.080]	ID099	female	oh my god on people who are taking taken.
[963.900,964.385]	ID099	female	yeah.
[964.385,965.216]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[966.750,967.550]	ID099	female	mhm.
[969.180,970.040]	ID099	female	I mean.
[970.530,971.120]	ID099	female	yeah.
[974.430,975.170]	ID099	female	uh huh.
[982.770,984.590]	ID099	female	oh ok I see I see.
[985.860,987.080]	ID099	female	yeah um.
[988.290,990.860]	ID099	female	yeah for sure for sure like um I mean.
[991.020,992.390]	ID099	female	up until now.
[992.700,994.285]	ID099	female	it's either been like.
[994.530,997.040]	ID099	female	I don't talk about it at all 'cause I don't think I have a chance.
[997.350,1002.140]	ID099	female	or um one of the people more recently that I had been interested in and um.
[1002.300,1004.450]	ID099	female	like we were we were rather close and I thought that.
[1004.670,1007.960]	ID099	female	um I thought that like I had good ch- I had good chances of this working.
[1008.172,1012.670]	ID099	female	actually everyone I told that you was out that there there there was still there were chances of working out.
[1012.950,1015.850]	ID099	female	so I just told them straight-up right I was like um.
[1016.010,1018.130]	ID099	female	that was so stressful to 'cause it was um.
[1018.320,1019.810]	ID099	female	it was right after an exam.
[1020.150,1022.990]	ID099	female	ah and I was so stressed about it and I oh.
[1023.060,1024.760]	ID099	female	I stalled for so long.
[1024.800,1026.110]	ID099	female	and our friends were like.
[1026.240,1027.400]	ID099	female	our friends were like.
[1027.650,1028.450]	ID099	female	um.
[1028.970,1030.880]	ID099	female	our friends were waiting waiting um.
[1031.190,1034.990]	ID099	female	w- waiting like on the side 'cause I told them that I was gonna tell them so they're like okay.
[1035.030,1036.640]	ID099	female	we'll make sure no one disturbs you guys.
[1037.190,1042.010]	ID099	female	and then like we went um we went we went on a walk like around school and he had to go to the.
[1042.290,1045.070]	ID099	female	to the hospital in front of the school to like grab like um.
[1045.140,1046.420]	ID099	female	gra- grab a.
[1046.490,1048.160]	ID099	female	like you know he had to grab some stuff.
[1048.500,1049.240]	ID099	female	um.
[1049.340,1054.040]	ID099	female	and during the whole walk I didn't say anything until we came back to school and we're about to meet our friends and I was like.
[1054.170,1056.244]	ID099	female	you know what I have something to tell you.
[1056.244,1057.233]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[1057.821,1059.350]	ID099	female	it was um.
[1060.380,1062.620]	ID099	female	yeah I was like oh yeah um.
[1062.960,1069.250]	ID099	female	we've known each other for a while I really appreciate you you make uh you know like that that like the classic like really sappy stuff.
[1069.620,1070.510]	ID099	female	um.
[1070.820,1072.760]	ID099	female	and then and then when I'm done with it all.
[1072.920,1073.794]	ID099	female	he's just like.
[1073.794,1074.386]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[1074.386,1076.330]	ID099	female	he just says okay, I'm like.
[1076.493,1078.700]	ID099	female	okay what kind of answer is that?
[1078.740,1080.980]	ID099	female	I'm like uh is that a yes or a no and then he says.
[1081.230,1083.740]	ID099	female	um it's neither a yes nor a no.
[1083.990,1085.900]	ID099	female	and honestly um.
[1086.180,1087.610]	ID099	female	I think I think he's never like.
[1088.640,1093.550]	ID099	female	he's never I guess he's never been faced with like that kind of situation he just don't wanna like just turn me down straight up.
[1093.980,1094.480]	ID099	female	but.
[1094.520,1099.160]	ID099	female	the neither a yes or a no really left me on the cling hang cliffhanger for like.
[1100.070,1100.870]	ID099	female	um.
[1100.970,1105.850]	ID099	female	for like at least like a couple of weeks like even a month 'cause it was right before the winter break.
[1106.040,1106.750]	ID099	female	so.
[1107.270,1109.360]	ID099	female	I was there were those I've ever done I was just wondering like.
[1109.550,1112.630]	ID099	female	what does it mean why didn't he just say no if it's a no like.
[1112.640,1115.330]	ID099	female	what's stopping him from saying like you know.
[1115.635,1116.270]	0	none	[SONANT]
[1116.270,1117.220]	ID099	female	it was um.
[1117.350,1122.410]	ID099	female	it was interesting to say the least like right now I I look back at it and I laugh and like we're really good friends like um.
[1122.600,1123.490]	ID099	female	we.
[1123.860,1125.740]	ID099	female	ah like we were.
[1126.380,1132.040]	ID099	female	him and that friend group we we call every week right to like get each other's news and all that and we meet up often.
[1132.410,1133.240]	ID099	female	um.
[1134.120,1137.890]	ID099	female	but yeah so now we're good friends but that was like the only time that I decided to be bold.
[1138.140,1140.901]	ID099	female	and um I think that means that I'm not gonna be bold in a while.
[1140.901,1141.697]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[1145.370,1146.470]	ID099	female	but um.
[1147.650,1150.670]	ID099	female	yeah I mean I guess I guess I could've I could've I could have dropped.
[1150.710,1151.960]	ID099	female	hints beforehand.
[1152.270,1153.400]	ID099	female	like this ah.
[1158.570,1159.430]	ID099	female	yeah yeah.
[1160.520,1163.210]	ID099	female	I think I think I think oh yeah.
[1163.820,1164.800]	ID099	female	no go ahead go ahead.
[1174.290,1175.540]	ID099	female	oh my god hmm.
[1185.660,1186.760]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[1192.230,1193.780]	ID099	female	it's bargains bargain yeah.
[1198.110,1199.030]	ID099	female	hmm.
[1200.420,1201.460]	ID099	female	I see I see.
[1221.480,1222.280]	ID099	female	oh.
[1223.520,1224.230]	ID099	female	oh.
[1232.670,1234.460]	ID099	female	oh my god that's so cute.
[1257.180,1258.010]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[1258.020,1258.640]	ID099	female	sorry.
[1272.150,1272.950]	ID099	female	mm.
[1283.400,1284.607]	ID099	female	ah.
[1286.880,1289.360]	ID099	female	it's too it's too restrictiveness right of it all.
[1289.460,1290.620]	ID099	female	okay I see.
[1304.400,1305.080]	ID099	female	mhm.
[1307.340,1307.930]	ID099	female	yeah.
[1309.470,1310.030]	ID099	female	yeah.
[1318.890,1320.890]	ID099	female	ah ok.
[1322.730,1323.830]	ID099	female	oh that's a bummer.
[1329.180,1330.280]	ID099	female	oh that's cool.
[1330.850,1331.937]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[1331.937,1336.310]	ID099	female	I mean okay I think it's about the same as this place book nerd bookworm.
[1339.680,1340.450]	ID099	female	okay.
[1340.730,1342.820]	ID099	female	well it was nice talking to you about this ah.
[1342.860,1344.008]	ID099	female	hope talk to you next time.
[1344.008,1344.880]	0	none	[LAUGHTER]
[1346.970,1347.590]	ID099	female	bye.