my poor poor soul!! I am certain you haven't done a quarter of the valiant things I selflessly achieved in my life for the good of another or less fortunate ones. You didn't and never will. I do all these things for the love of all te people I can help; I'm no motivated by my fears because I am courageous enough as an open minded person to win over them. You are down down in a path you can never get close from that. Judging and berating is your shame.